Wow, only 10 more days until we move out of this house. 10 more days til we head down to St. George. I am having mixed feelings about this. I am excited to get out of this house and away from the ants, but I am totally not excited about being apart from Jacob. I know this is what we are supposed to do, but I'm having a hard time wanting to do it. I am very excited to see my family! I can hardly wait to spend time with my parents, brother, sisters and my nieces and nephews. I am glad that my family is going to be able to get to know my cute Rachel-girl. I am sad about all of the new things Rachel will be doing that Jacob will miss. I'm excited that I'll get to be in Southern Utah for some important things that will be happening like my nephew's baptism, my brother's and my brother-in-law's high school graduations, and my sister-in-law's wedding, but I'm sad that Jacob won't be there to go to those important things with me. It is really fun to be with family, but Jacob is my family too and it will be really hard to be apart from him. I'm glad we will be back together before Rachel's first birthday for sure though. I would be sad if he had to miss that. I'm nervous about flying back and forth by myself with Rachel. I get pretty nervous about flying anyway, but I think it will be harder trying to entertain my little baby the whole way. I'm just really looking forward to when we are in Arizona and together again. I'm really trying to have a positive attitude about this and I'm trying to look at this as a really long vacation. I love this boy of mine and I'm really going to miss him a lot!
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So sorry sister! I can't even imagine what that would be like. You are one tough Momma!! I am very excited to play with little miss rachel....oh and you too. :) I can't wait to cuddle her and love on her. She will be getting so much love and attention from all her grandparents and aunts and cousins that maybe it will make up for the fact that she doesn't get to see her Daddy as much.
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